Most Disturbing Yet... Sorry, Jaron.

Just to let you know straight up, I do not in any way injure or kill Jaron in this dream.  

Now that we have that clear, let me tell you what I remember from this one.

The beginning of this dream is set in a golden field of wheat.  Jaron was there and he was having an argument with someone.  This other person started running away and Jaron pulled out a gun and shot him in the back.  

I screamed and Jaron turned to me and raised his gun again.  I begged him not to shoot, but he put the barrel of the gun up to my mouth and pulled the trigger.  I kept telling him to stop but he kept shooting.  The sensation was really weird...  My teeth and lips felt numb like I had just gone to the dentist.  Then he put the gun under my chin and squeezed the trigger again.  Instead of a bullet though, that one sent shrapnel through my chin and neck.

Just then the rest of the family appeared and I went through each member (including Jaron even though I was still mad that he'd shot me) and told them how much I love them as I lay there dying.  

Kindy suggested that we go to the hospital and see if they could save me.  I agreed to go, so we hopped on our bicycles and started down the street to the hospital.  After a few feet though, I was so dizzy it was clear I couldn't ride my bike all the way to the hospital.  I told Kindy that and she said, "ok... I guess we can take my car then."

Then I woke up, very disturbed.